its all abt music, art n life!!!!!

10 things i ♥ about you

2010-04-16T01:54:00.002+08:00

1: Your simply dimply captivating smile

2: Your "oh-so-funny" laughs

3: Your unexpected randomness and surprises

4: Your sensitiveness

5: Your never-ending love

6: Your caring thoughts and feelings

7: Your attentiveness

8: The way you serenade me with your singing and piano playing

9: Your patience towards my bizarre mood swings

10: Your words of encouragement , motivation and wisdom..

Like finally!!!

2010-02-24T02:17:00.002+08:00

So like finally my abg sedara got engaged...

to my distant cousin...

congrats u guys... i'm so happy for u... will properly update once i have the whole picture album...

Thank You

2010-01-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

Make a Smilebox slideshow

freaks make me a happy monster...

2010-01-12T23:57:00.005+08:00

So i started my day in the afternoon meeting SHASHA at paris ris where we had our late breakfast cum lunch at fish & co express... our main intended plan was to go to the pasir ris beach to chilled out when it started to rain... we decided to catch a movie... so we went to watched "CIRQUE the freak"the vampires assistant"... it was awesome... after the movie, we took neoprints.. haha.... yea.. childish yet FUN... then to paris ris beach to play some UNO games before meeting Lydia..

had dinner with lydia's mum n sister.... we talk, we laugh , we gossips... i love it...

Thanks for today girls...

really appreciate it soo much...

much love,

Amylia Shah....

circus world

2010-01-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

went to NAFA to apply but ok, i dun want to say anything...

then helped aminie to search for attire as she'll be having dinner this friday...

ice cream at PLUCK...

well, tats all...

link me up to my new tumblr.. link is be at the left side...

crazy over SUFI

2009-12-29T02:31:00.005+08:00

monster freaks...

2009-12-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

met up with hidie hadi today...

accompanied lily ghazel for her break...

disturb massy during work..

bump into bart(cz he's fetching massy from work.)

went ard heeren, fareast and settle down at pastamania to have our dinner

walk ard to find hidie hadi dress...

back to heeren n settled down at spinelli's

waited for lily ghazel to finished work then lepak rabak

-HOME-

♥ my freaks

trying to defeat the temptation

2009-12-21T00:15:00.003+08:00

"Last night it came as a picture"

"With a good reason, a warning sign"

"This place is void of all passion"
"If you can imagine it's easy if you try"

"Believe me I failed this effort"
"I wrote a reminder this wasn't a vision"

"My head is made up of memories"

"Most of them useless delusions"

"This room is bored of rehearsal"
"And sick of the boundaries"

naive no more perhaps...

2009-12-07T21:31:00.005+08:00

I want to start a new chapter in my life and that's why i cut off my hair..

even though i ♥ the old hair.

Bart-Ass

2009-12-04T23:52:00.006+08:00

How can i not enjoy myself with him around?

I had the kick-ass fun with him..

Lepak Rabak and ass bitching session with him..

Yes, my guys including him also bitched like girls only that they bitched much more worse than girls...

HaHa.. and Yes! he's birthday is coming up real soon... =)

So ty bart for the lepaking session! ♥

mixed signal

2009-11-30T00:57:00.005+08:00

for the fact that I'm still thinking of you...

i dun give the others the chance to get to know me and so i'm livin in this big denial...

ouh, dun u worry, i still see/treat u as a friend and not more than that.

so, u dun have to MIA again..

~hopefully

updates?

2009-11-28T16:56:00.006+08:00

Here's a hint!

I'm going away on December to see the Bulls

and going away again on June to the Paradise Island again..

*ps: aku da crush2 dgn kwn aku nye sedara la...

GUA ♥ BALI

2009-11-12T17:49:00.005+08:00

How was Bali?

It was AWESOME!!!

And i have a new family in Bali now.... =)

more pictures: FACEBOOK

I Scream for Ice Cream

2009-10-21T20:14:00.005+08:00

I SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM!!

AND I WANT IT NOW!!!!

La roux or Naima?

2009-10-21T06:11:00.009+08:00

It's neither La Roux nor Naima...

It's Hidie Hadi!

I M I S S H E R S O D A M N M U C H !!!

My BestFriend

My Gossip Girl

My "Killing Mosquito Buddies"

My Long Distant Cousin

My Soulmate

She's my everything.. So now you know much important you are to me...

Bali

2009-10-16T19:20:00.004+08:00

2 more fucking weeks and i'm off to Bali...

VACATION!

missing

2009-10-14T17:28:00.005+08:00

even though what he did was kinda jerk ,

I forgive him..

although, I've move on,

He's one of those friend that i really treasured..

he knew all my pains,

He encouraged me to look on the bright side..

and now when he's gone,

I'm fucking miss him..

exhausted

2009-10-13T22:15:00.004+08:00

just look at the picture...

it reflected to what i'm feeling right now..

Sleepy and tired...

*yawn...

away

2009-10-02T16:44:00.002+08:00

will be going away till god-knows-when...

destressed

2009-10-02T00:51:00.007+08:00

This is how i destressed myself from all those stupid stress that i had to face...

What a better way by rockin' myself out with GUITAR HERO...

friends

2009-09-29T18:08:00.004+08:00

Dinner date with Daphne Ng and Wei Lin at Fish & Co ION..

Filled with fun and laughter...

Went back with Hidie Hadi and Lydiawati...

Laugh till our stomach hurts...

To summarise,

I had fun with my love ones...

and they are my beautiful friends(except Wei Lin, handsome friend!)

tears..

2009-09-28T00:58:00.006+08:00

You made me cried tonight unknowingly...

These are one of the reasons, why avoided myself of having someone close...

Your word hurts and it's stings like a bee

Your word rips my "almost recovered" heart...

We are moving fast and now you wanna take things slow?

It wasn't my idea but i went through with it as wanting to give it a try/chance onto myself...

It was your fucking idea...

but what u said makes me sad...

And now, i'm thinking....

who would have thought?

2009-09-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

who would have thought that someone in the past suddenly msged u back randomly...

well, it's a shocker...

whatever it is, you're just someone in the past not my present...

and i'm glad its all over between us...

punkrock cousins!

2009-09-19T23:03:00.008+08:00

it's time to meet up all those relatives, uncles ,aunties and cousins...

be it a makcik KPO, pakcik GATAL, sedara-marA (MATREP/MINAHREP)(METALCORE/PUNKROCK)

will all gather at my house as my grandparents are living with us now...

IT MAY SOUND SO WERID, BUT I CANT WAIT TO LOOK FORWARD TO MEET THEM...

no! no! not for duit raya... just to meet up and talk/mingle ard with them.. hahaha...

like we use to when we were young...

found them at Fb and actually talk to them tru FB... seems like we all agreed that we all missed our young days...

well! who doesn't? hahaha...

ok... before i yapping unnecessarily, i will end this post with

*that's my little cutey devil cousin UMAIRAH

SELAMAT HARI RAYA....

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

FORGIVE AND FORGET..

TO HIDIE HADI: weik, maafin gue ya?

gue tahu kok gue banyak salah sama kamu sii...

Seandainya gurauan atau teguran gue yg mungkin tersinggung prasan lue, gue maaf banget kerna itu hanya teguran ikhlas dr hati gue... gue sayang banget deh sama lue...

moga allah maafin semua kesalahan kamu ye.. =)

TO DANIAL HARIS: hey my fav fat balls!!

aku ingin menyusun sepuluh jari dan sepuluh "toes" aku utuk meminta maaf andainya aku terkasar bahase ke, melampau ke... aku bukan sengaje.... cuma gurau jer...

aku sayang ko tu pasal aku tegur ko...

harap ko tk amek dgn teguran aku semua ye...

hope u have the best raya... jgn lupe mkn byk2 k!=)

TO MIZAM ROAH: hey kudut berambut singa!!

sempena hari yg mulia dan baik nie kn, aku nk minta maaf kt ko....

aku tahu aku banyak dosa...

haha.... aku gurau ape.. tkmo amek hati k...

nnt aku tembus balek dosa2 aku dgn belikn ko "oleh-oleh" dr BALI(*tanah air mu)

ok... ko tu, pls mkn byk dari Dan bole tk... gemok la sikit...

hahaha=)

TO TAUFIQ HAIRI BEAR: hey bear botak!!

haha.... saya ingin meminta maaf dan ampun seandainya saya pernah menyinggung perasan kamu ye... hahaha... kamu banyak dosa dgn saya tau...

haha...

anyway, if there's any harsh words that has ever spoken frm me since the day one, hope u wont take it too hard yea and hope that it's forgiven.... *peace!!=)

TO WAN PAO: i know its hard for u to spend ur raya w/o ur beloved grandpa... but i hope u will have a gret one... anyway, aku nk minta maaf kt ko... selame nie aku terkasar, terlaser atau pape yg buat ko saket hati ke, aku minta maaf ye... sayang ko! =)

TO BART AND MAS: Selamat hari raya la korg...

salah silap minta ampun la... *peace!

To ALL: selamat hari raya... salah silap harap diampun kn...

tidak ade niat utk ku ingin menyakiti hati sesiapa...

have a great raya...

my little half..

2009-09-18T14:04:00.002+08:00

this little cute devil and i share the same common thing...

and that is to irritate hidie hadi..

haha..

isn't she adorable?

changes

2009-09-18T01:09:00.002+08:00

I had some changes with

self..

Time to smoke weed~

2009-09-17T02:10:00.002+08:00

awesome!!!! finally~ im free from working at Taka...

To do list for 17/09:-

-spring cleaning my room

-go heeren to pass some things at work.

-tekka session with hidie hadi

-mit donna dante for break fast

-celebration for lil bro birthday

-zZZzZZZ

am i jealous?

2009-09-16T02:39:00.001+08:00

am i jealous?
according to FB, yes.. haha

JEALOUS OF WHAT EXACTLY?

LOL!!!

emptiness

2009-09-16T01:09:00.002+08:00

all those emptiness filled inside this fragile heart of mine..
as i tried so hard to filled it with happiness..
it just doesn't absorb it in..
i asked myself time and time again
what do i seriously want in life
i just couldn't find the answers

ignorance to the love is just an excuse of not wanting to get hurt anymore..
its too hurt and too much pain...
to get up and smile again is not something that is so easy to deal with...
i'm just too afraid to trust and attached myself to that person...
till now...

yours truly,
amylia shah

GRRRRR

2009-09-13T01:02:00.001+08:00

SOMEONE JUST RUINED MY DAY!!!
SERIOUSLY! U DUN HAVE FRIENDS ISIT?
PITY U AR!!!!
GRRRRRRR!!!!!

tired!!

2009-09-12T01:37:00.003+08:00

im seriously exhausted frm working... my energy bar left 45% only... how am i gonna stay strong till 19th??
and im afraid that on the 16th i have to OT till late at night....
confirm balek lambat....
duit da surut... how am i supposed to go home sia like that???
anyone willing to fetch me frm work on 16th?
i bet no one...
my dad confirm malas nk amek aku...
sigh... nmpknye balek jln kaki ar frm somerset to bedok... haiz....
ade kwn pon, confirm byk alasan dorg kasi...
looks like i have to wait till 16th la... jgn pulak kuar surat khabar on the 17th headline "a girl went back home from somerset to bedok lost 30kg"haha... bedek sia... sigh....

ok bye.. nk tdo... sok keje lagi...

Fuack all of u!!!

2009-09-08T01:57:00.001+08:00

FUCK TO THEM ASSHOLE...

be it family members!

be it it work friends!!!

FUCK ALL OF U!!!!!

2009-09-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

Chorus

Tell me what you're running from, she said everything and everyone
Tell me what you're running from, what you're running from
Tell me what you're running from because your past it can't be undone
Oh tell me what you're running from, what you're running from

She wakes up every morning, thoughts weighing heavy on her mind
She's hoping today will be a better day than the ones behind
She's having some trouble getting going, from the fear she's paralyzed
She puts her face into her hands and then she cries

Pre chorus

She's so tired, she closes her eyes trying to live up to a standard that the world provides
She's so tired, she closes her eyes trying to live up to a standard that the world provides

Chorus

No hope for tomorrow, no hope for today
No hope for anything that comes her way
She's so used to feeling empty inside
No reasons to live, more reasons to die
At least that's what she feels inside
Will she ever find the courage to change

Pre chorus

Bridge
She's been running away so long, running away from home
Will she ever get back, I don't know, no I don't know
You can see it in her eyes and you can see it in her smile

Chorus

like OMG!

2009-09-03T01:50:00.002+08:00

yes! my title sounded so bimbo~ish....

hahaha...

so just now i have to be station at TAKA...

okla....

bz like hell n have to OT... of coz la so damn tired...

but, something make me feel like im thankful to be stationed at TAKA... i saw the guy that ive been seeing in the train when i wanna go work n go back from work....

mcm awesome gitu kn , to see him working at Taka , same level as me! ade opportunity to "tgk2" him...

hahha....

ok! im so damn tired...

working morning later.... so bye!

crushes oh crushes ♥&hearts

2009-09-02T02:19:00.003+08:00

So let's begin with my story.

I get to know/meet this guy on 22nd may 2009 on my gf's surprise birthday party.

well actually I've talk to him or rather msg him before hand as i was planing to surprised gf with him being there at the party...

the thing started when he texted me saying that he had reached the place... so i went to fetch him... at first, no sparks but i do take notice of him.

*LOL!!!! yes...

haha....

there i was singing away mcm tk tahu malu...

and when we wanna go home, something about him that attracts me towards him, his personalities and his smile. =)

ok, i'm a sucka towards guys who has great smiles and personalities!!

gagagagagag....

then the next meeting was at LOVEE gig performance...

we were talking but i was secretly blushing... thank god tat the plc where we were sat was quite dark. So no one saw it... *fuhhhh

then we began to talk ... cant remmember how...

then lead to FB chat n now msn....

hahaha....

we did watched PUBLIC ENEMY together(which i supposed to watch with dan but tk jd)

i dunno how i shld react as im not really that sure of my feelings toward him as i dun really see myself capable of making some one likes me... hahahaha..... i like him but i dun noe if he does but wadever it is, im glad that we are just friends for now... aku suke ko bodo! hahaha... k! random!

AND HE LOOKS SO CUTE WITH HIS BOTAK HAIRCUT!

u gotta cherished every relations with everyone... right...?

so, im thankful enough to have him as a friend =)

**shld i post his pics? NOT! hahahahaha
myb just a little hint yea....

inspired and be inspired

2009-08-31T23:07:00.002+08:00

Again, i am and was inspired by another great indon movie....

I've been wanting to watch this movie but like finally get to watched it today...

Radit and Jani...

I've learnt that no matter how much you love that person, that person will never be the person you will spend your whole life with.. and that's life!

Even when all those endless sacrifises has been made, still, all we want is to see our significant others to have the best and good life...

At times, we even went to the extreme of losing or lower down our own dignity, pride and stand....

it make me wonder at times, why fallin in love when we know that it's not gonna be easy?

love are like both drug and remedy... it can destroy u but at the same time it can heal u...

well, these are my opinion...

the funny thing about me is that no matter how hard im trying to resist the temptation of fallin in love, i kept having all those small crushes which eventually make me develop the kind of feelings that i, myself dont want....

yes! i have a crush on someone... someone whom happened to my gf bestfriend.. weird?

*ok hidie, i noe u noe who... so, shhh..... or i tell ur secret!

hahaha

besides that,things been very hectic... i have no time for my family... and it suck as i miss my family alot... ok, well that's that...

bye!

all hail pinoy!!!

2009-08-30T02:42:00.003+08:00

watching tis vid reminded me of my ite lecturer , Mr anthony a.k.a Mr anthoi...

fucking hilarious la ... hahah

anyway , went to baybeats with hidie and meet aLOT of familiar faces...

saw hendrick!!! my sec2 science teacher....

tat motherfucker!!! the best asshole teacher who will burn for me all the nightwish and all those hardore mosh pits frm USA n AUSTRALIA vids...

refreshing but end the day with something rather unpleasant...

will fully update later...

paranoid

2009-08-16T02:31:00.000+08:00

i dunno wads happening to me but one thing for sure, i'm going crazy!

early burstday!!!

2009-08-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

guess what i got frm my sister and her bf,

Vans shoe!!!=) *save duit aku!

fuck off

2009-08-06T00:13:00.001+08:00

having the worst mood ever....

keep ur distant from me...

soooooooooo not looking forward for the birthday....

thinking of not celebrating it either...

misunderstanding is such a bitch

2009-07-30T19:50:00.002+08:00

For all due respect, i delete the previous post as i wrote it out of anger and upset..

i ♥ them both..

and i don't want lose those memorable friendships that we had.

once again, i'm sorry...

cant wait to see u abg johnny!

2009-07-29T14:04:00.004+08:00

I'm so gonna watch him on Friday with Dan.. just too bad that Wan and "maybe" Zam can't make it...
so it will be like only me and Dan.. Watever... im watching my Abg Johnny Depp with my bestfriend.. =)
just can't wait!!
ok, gtg...
have to go to work!

i miss them

why must the good die young?

2009-07-26T20:06:00.003+08:00

I was seriously on a shocked state when i read bambi's FB's status...
I've been busy working till i lost touch on the world current affair...
But what shocked me most was Yasmin Ahmad's death.
It really struck to my mind that the women whom her work inspired me and looked up to has passed on yesterday ard 11+pm(if im not wrong)..
Her film, Gubra, was the one of the main reason of why i wanna took multimedia and trying to ace my video course. Her ideas and how she's trying to convey the message through her works are tremendously awesome...
Her works keep me thinking and learn to appreciate the smallest things in these world and in everything that we do...
I was fortunate to meet her once...
She was here to Promote her movie "MUALLAF"..
the way she answered and explained abt the movie was awesome...
i can see her passion , love and motivation towards her films...
I rmmbr shaking her hand and she asked what i am doing and encourage me to do best in my course if i'm serious abt pursuing in Multimedia cum video course.
those memories will always be cherish by me....
no one can replace nor has the same concept as what she had..
She's one in a million...
and that's Yasmin Ahmad

Al Fatihah..

You're just like those jerks!

2009-07-20T13:34:00.002+08:00

I can't believe the man whom i looked up to and been living for 20 years is a DAMN FUCKING JERK!

I'm so damn disappointed with what you did and i will never looked at you the same way like i used too...

seriously, disappointed!!

thanks to the fuckers out there

2009-07-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

once again, i amused with all those people whom were once an ex partner to us...

why is it always when we are happy, than u came by and crash us down with ur own self stupidity?

u guys left us and now u guys come back crawling toward us for attention...?

please go sit at one corner and think carefully! yes we can be your friends but please don't come to us and express ur recent fucked up r/s that u guys are having coz seriously we are just to lazy to entertain...

so thank you and goodbye...

come to us only if u want to lepak.

10 things i love abt my weekends..

2009-07-13T13:06:00.006+08:00

1. Survived from the fulltime shift althought someone made me wanna scream at her.

2. Out with my secondary school friends.

3. Exploring places that we never been to b4...

4. The girls were all dress up and pretty..

5. GLAD that we're still alive! hehe =)

6. Lazy sunday but bz with sketches..

7. Talking on the phone with Bob =)

8. Having the most funniest dreams

9. It's Danish actually Birthday yesterday!

10. KNOWINGLY THAT NO MATTER HOW FUCKED UP UR LIFE CAN BE, FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U.

♥♥♥♥

action pack!

2009-07-12T20:42:00.005+08:00

for now, pictures first can?

will soon blog about the stuff...

ben and jerry therapy

2009-07-02T01:11:00.006+08:00

mit up with my darling cousins..

went to mit donna first... haiz! she made me panic for no reason...

i was getting ready to mit her when she called and said that she urgently need a hug...

i thought someone was hurting her or what...

when i reached there, then did i know that she was feeling fucking down....

THANKS TO NO BRAIN MALE SPECIES!!!

so, being her lifetime counsellor, i advise her and so....

then bambi came...

so accompanied her to harvey norman to buy her ink cartridge for the printer...

then accompained them for dinner then to BEN AND JERRY!!!

we seriously in need of those sinful indulgent...

it was YUMMY!!!

then to cotton on to buy myself a decent work clothing....

OH have i mention that i got a job already?

ok...

im working now..

and im happy with it...

Btw, thanks to HIDIE,LYDIA,DAPHNE,BART, TAUFIQBEAR,LIYANA for saying that they will be there if i need shoulder to cry on...

and of cause, i definately know that my family would be there for me too...

Currently, i hate the male species execpt my boys ofcourse, due to some personal stuff... HOW EGOISTIC CAN THEY FUCKING BE???

*i have a crush on you but why am i thinking that im wasting my time on you? are we just fated to be just friends?

what if?

2009-06-27T02:29:00.002+08:00

I want to cry so badly...

But would anyone be there for me?

late night craps

2009-06-24T17:26:00.002+08:00

What can i say?

I laugh, I snort, I blush to his jokes, lameness, questions

Do i need to say more?

good girl gone way bad.

2009-06-22T14:18:00.003+08:00

well, hidie will kill me for not telling or sharing this with her...

but hahaha....

for the first time(bedek ar first time), i blush and laugh like a mentel girl..

sleep and waking up with a wide smile on my face!!!

OMG!!!

hehehe...

*hidie, by me saying this u shld know whom i refering abt!

lol!

BIRTHDAY GIFT IN ADVANCE!!!

2009-06-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

My lovely Bambi suprisingly bought for me Lady Gaga concert tix for my birthday which is so happen that she's having her concert on my birthday!!!!

YOOHOO....

Not her biggest fan but what the heck!

still listen to her songs thou!

what's your problem?

2009-06-17T10:48:00.002+08:00

time check!

It's 10.45!!

what time did i sleep yesterday?

4.30am....

count how many hr...

thanks to family selfishness...

im done!!

too sad, too teary to even type out!

after so long not crying, it's damn shit!

what's really happening....

2009-06-17T03:19:00.005+08:00

These are all real things that happening to me...

Nothing from here are made up stories...

Things that are happening without me realising till now...

1.I've been vomitting or spitting blood... I dun even know how it caused...

but what mom said was it's heaty...

even so, why is it doesn't seems to stop? why does it keep bleeding? i hate the taste of blood in my mouth...

2. I thinking that i might have insomia... I will sleep as late maybe perhaps around 4.30 or 5 am.. and will be awake ard 10-11? it's not good. yes i know..

but it's had been a habit for me now.

3. I found myself peeing blood again... It's been 2 time this yr...

I don't usually paranoid but this is bad...

mom still doesn't know abt this..

4. I can't refrained myself from cursing my family in my heart... I need help..

like seriously...

it been yrs since i last pray. it's not good i noe...

I'm trying to be a good muslim but all those desire and distractions has made me weak...

5. I starting to act out as a jerk... there's something in me wanting to fucked up those people that i really cared about...

i'm trying hard to fought back these negativity... seriously, it's destorying me...

I'm fear of mine self health...

Because no one's at home cares abt my health...

that's all..

I didn't say I was powerful..

2009-06-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

What if I were to die tomorrow, will there be people crying out for me?

will you be there for my funeral?

paranoid attack!

2009-06-10T21:39:00.001+08:00

My mouth is bleeding again!!
Just today, it's been 3 times already!!

HECTIC FANATIC WEEK

2009-06-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

Sunday 31/05/09

Cik din n family drop by to my hse today...

so we kids all planned to go out for lepaking...

the two small kids n three over grown kids wanna go fly kites....

and so we went fly kites at marina barrage....

it was fun..

then we had our dinner at LPS...

cant rmmbr much...

tats all i think...

Monday 01/06/09

Since mother got 10 days off , she decide to bring me n lyzza out to karaoke...

and since primary sch kids are also having their holidays, mama decided to bring along Danish and Ameerah too....

Lyzza invited Shakilla too....

I was there till 630 cause i was otw to mit Donna...

accompany her to her friend's pit at Pasir Ris..

LELO also join....

basically LEL and I was kinda lost in our own space as we duno even noe anyone of them...

But knowingly that the three of us being there, it was not as bad as we think it would turned out to be la ehk....

Tige2 giler...

wad to do???

me n lel keep saying LANCIAO!

me n Donna keep saying IS THE WHAT?

hahaha....

gerek la....

pictures from cash studio..

Tuesday 02/06/09

went out to meet my boys....

hahaha....

rindu dorg la....

dorg shopping kt clubmarc...

and im like their Personal Stylist -____-"

we lepak till 10... then straight back home...

Wednesday03/06/09

went to 4PM for integration camp 09 meeting...

gonna be faci for the 2nd tyme..

*btw, got it! =) meeting on 12 june at 7.30

Thursday 04/06/09

wake up at 6am to arab st as i promised shary that i will help him out with minda active event...

ouhk la....

first tyme doing it...

so like a blind person handling blind person....

i dun really noe malay traditional games....

but im coping with it.....

then after the activity was over, we, instructors went mkn free at hajah esah...

then head down to marina barrage again then to vivo to buy BK burgers then head to henderson waves then down to minda active office at jurong AND than shary send me home...

TIDO!!!!!

Friday 05/06/09

went out ith mama n lyzza....

mama n shary has planned to go out for karaoke....

so basically all the juniors of the seniors part-timer pegi karaoke....

HYATT HOTEL ROOM SERVICE DEPARTMENT

JUNIOR------SENIOR

Shary--------- Uncle Roslan's son

Ferrozy-------Aunty Rozina's son

Liyana--------Uncle Amran's daughter

ME and Lyzza----MOTHER la....

we sing, sang, sung...

then we went to simpang mkn.....

shary send us home...

TIDO!!!

Saturday 06/06/09

went out with mama , mama yah, bambi and donna to john little sale...

went to airport to mkn popeye...

first tyme for mama n mama yah!...

so now they know where the 4 of us cousins go out mkn n lepak....

hehehe... thats all.....

mama was so cute when we in the bus back home....

aku sayang mother aku sooo much!

till here... can?

zZZZzZZzzzzZZ

SIDIQ the dangdutcore fanatic!!!!!

2009-05-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

THAT'S IT!!!! HIDIE WORST NIGHTMARE!!! BUT STILL , WE ♥ U SIDIQ!!!!!!

skanking with LOVEE

2009-05-30T02:44:00.003+08:00

ouhk! let's update....

many wonderful things had happened...

seriously lazy to type out la....

seriously after so long didnt log in to myspace, i discovered something...

i saw my pic in one of his picture album....

i was damn fucking speechless...

yes, i very much miss him...

but i have to move on no matter what ryte...

well, i have a crush on unexpected someone....

dammit!-____-"

here we go again!

im so lazy to go tru another this stupid thing again...

arggghhh!!!

but he's cute and crazy like me...

well AF too...

ouh well!

ps; AF, will we be close frends like we used too? coz i miss u so much... miss ur "kacau~ness" and ur PRASAN NK MAMPOS! haiz... i dun want to lose a frend like u!

♥ Hidie Hadi

2009-05-15T16:06:00.013+08:00

" A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away."
- Arabian Proverb

My dear hidie asked me to read her blog as she said that the post was specially for me...

and so i read her entry...

ouhk la, i was so kental to shed tears...

I was deeply touched by her words...

I have to agreed with her that "Being irritating is just her way of cheering me up."-extract from her blog

Hahaha (:

So as a token of appreciation,

I will like to dedicate this post specially for her too...

Dear Hidie Hadi,

We've gone through so much over the past few years..

7 years of friendship but i still remember vividly all those funny and heartaches moments that we had...

How we used to brainwash others to join our evil plan to prank and make Ms Chew cry and ganged up on Sara..

Yes! we were a bitch back then...

Girls whom others love to hate...

Haha...

We were like twins but it changed completely when we were in sec 5..

Where we choose to listen n side other party instead of ignoring it...

I never told U this b4 but i was the most upset person on earth...

Knowing that I lose a best friend after my sec sch yrs...

That 1 yr duration of being "unfriend" with u made me realised that how naive we were...

And i blame myself... I swear i miss u so deeply...

When i saw ur Myspace Profile, it took me alot of courage to write that msg to u...

Since then we rebuilt our friendship and it's stronger that ever....

Im so glad...

You were there to light my days

You were there to guide me tru all those painful moments that i've recently had..

Omg, i sounded like ur lesbian partner sia....

LOL!

Yes, i agreed to what u've said in ur blog..

"We have three strong keys to keep this friendship going on, sincerity, love and trust."

So, Thank You Hidie Hadi for being my only irritating, step cute, mintak kene belasah*(hehehe) girlfriend for 7yrs and hopefully till eternity...(:

Insyallah. amin..

sincerely,

Amylia Shah

i love u..

2009-05-15T04:22:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthday MAMA-12 may

happy birthday PAPA-15 may

i love u guys..

im still standing strong!!

2009-05-01T20:02:00.001+08:00

to whoever it may concern,

so much of wanting tyme n space...
all those words are fucking bullshit to me now...
i dunnoe till when u wanna hide these things frm me...
for the truth that i saw ur "nonsensical album" that u hide it frm me....
yea!
the two of u look so perfect....
i must be a dumb-ass fool to actually think all those stupid things...
but hey! I'm still standing strong!!

wanna noe wad's my first reaction to that album?
NUTHING...
as i was talking to my dearest cousin, she's my witness!
i was laughing!!!
u must be idiot!
blocking me frm seeing it but let others look at it....
wow!!!
lets clap our hands together for this "wonderful" friend of mine...

yes! im still standing strong cause i have my wonderful frends n family..
and afterall, all these while, im just a FRIEND to u ryte?
but hey, at the end of the day, u're still my friend..

and i hope u're happy with whoever u're gonna be with...

i just dun understand why u didnt tell me....
hmmm.... guilty conscience?
hahaha...
still i have no grudges against u..
good luck and all the best.
go n wait for the seed to grow.

im sick! can u see?

2009-05-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

i got many things to worried abt other than thinking of you...

update soon....

hold on tight!

short journey of sweetness

2009-04-30T01:21:00.000+08:00

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

what's wrong with the world?

2009-04-10T17:50:00.001+08:00

Here I stand,
Until the time
Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched
Hear voices speak words that can't be undone
Was it my fault I was invincible
To the naked eye, I am invisible
I cannot be seen
Because no one wants to see me
I am different
Different from the rest of them
So they ignore me
But I don't ignore them
No one is friendly
Why were they so blind
Because I am not them
I am only mine
I am different
But I can see
But they can't see me
I watch them fall
Divided they fall
Together they die
But here I stand
Until the end of time
Was it a crime that I was unique
Original to the human mind
I was invisible to there standards
Invisible to their lies
But as they kneel to beg
I watch them beg
But here I stand until the end of time
Was it a crime for me to live my life
A crime for wanting to survive
No one would answer
So I will wait until the end of time

life and death

2009-04-01T19:39:00.001+08:00

life is too short
death is too soon

death doesn't recognized age
when it's time,IT'S TIME!

chapters of life in flashbacks
too late to turn back time
too late to regret

only when we lose someone that closest to us
we learned to appreciate our closed ones and friends who are always there for us.

~this post is dedicated to the late, "Arto"
though, you're not here anymore. I still treasure the time we used to have...

sec sch reunion

2009-03-09T13:01:00.005+08:00

went out with my dearest...
here are the pics...
lazy to write the details.
n i miss them alrdy...
next tyme, hidie, dian n yana pls join us hor! dun paitao us again hor!

ermmmmmm

2009-03-04T16:26:00.001+08:00

Im fucking happy!!!! CAN U TELL?????

my bloody valentine..

2009-03-03T11:57:00.004+08:00

went to watch with the frends....
bart, mas, dayah and fir...

here are the pics....

lazy to update...
all of us unexpectedly wear stripes....
yessar!

risked it all?

2009-02-23T01:14:00.001+08:00

a dear friend once told me to be brave and dare to take the risk
even if it means to lose that someone.

quote from a friend's blog(our problem somehow similar),

"Since then I begin to developed feelings for you. But I kept it to myself, I didn't wanna tell you coz' I know you have a lot of girlfriends and my chances were very slim. And because of that I've always felt that I was a spare tyre to you when we were friends, though shit happens, I still like you."

but for my friend situation, she dared to take the risk to express the purity of her feelings toward the guy whom she really cares and love.

unlike me, i'm not willing to take the risk...
call me coward, call me anything, i wont to do it.
i'm not willing to do so cause i dun want to jeopardize the friendship that we are having.

yes, when u love someone, u will find the strength to overcome the weakness..

it's not that i don't love you.
cause i do!
LOVE is a big word ..
and with this big word, i dont want to misuse it...
till im sure with everything, den it will be use.

for now, i'll just hang around and go to whichever it leads me to...
i know that u know but all these while, we've been pretending.

to sum up all this,
we both indeed are great pretenders.
so, why take the risk when i know that all these while, he's been pretending not to know.

guilty pleasure?

2009-02-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

What will you do if you're in my position?

if you....

- unexpectedly fall for a friend that you're not supposed to?
- heard from anywhere that you can't really trust his words?
- feeling guilty but at the same time wanting those pleasures ?

yes! i am thinking too much...
cause i don't want to repeat the same mistakes like i did before...
and that is why i think a lot!
at the same time i don't want to jeopardize our friendship.
feeling guilty is the last thing i want now.
but hell yeah! i am feeling guilty, maybe because of the dream i had yesterday.
It's hard expressing this to you face-to-face..
i don't have the guts!

maybe i should spend less time with you for now till i know where this thing is going.
:(

so sicked of being sick

2009-02-19T14:41:00.001+08:00

supposed to be in school ,finishing MDP project and need to complete NAPFA test...
due to having fever with fucking sore throat plus asthma attack , I'm stuck at home worrying how am i supposed to complete those projects and test....
dateline for MDP is tomorrow...
and im nowhere in completing it.
if i didnt complete my NAPFA, i have to repeat SW module....
how fucked up can it be?
this is not what i want.
and it not my fault to have this sickness either....
the weather are just not right these days...
with the haze and all...
im typing this out lying on my sofa..
that's how weak i am...
can't get up or sit up right..
i can't go to the clinic cause no one can accompany me.
luckily i have my medicine at home..
i dont know if im fit enough to go to school 2mrw..
:(

what happen?

2009-02-18T11:35:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY ONE MAN ARMY DANIAL MUNIR?
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY CRAZY, FUN BART?
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY FOUL MOUTH MIZAM?

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ALL OF US?

i noe we're bz with our own projects and life's but cant we hit the pause button to the hectic life's and hang out and make fun of each other like we used to?
i miss us hanging out....
don't you?

even when we meet in sch, we just lost the connections that we used to have...
mybe cause Dan's no longer with us... whatever the reason is, I FUCKING MISS U GUYS!!!!

my valentine

2009-02-15T01:27:00.002+08:00

spend my Vday with the family...
as well as celebrating cik din's bthday....
wah....
super duper boring/exciting day for me today....
BTW, THE WEATHER IS FREAKING HOT!!!
I KEEP HAVING SHOWER EVERY MINS....

I MISS MY GUYS!!!!
to dan, zam, fir and bart,
hope u guys received my msg....

and dan, where r u sia?
aku da rindu ko gile rabak....

p/s: i miss HIM even more..

This Time...

2009-02-10T14:23:00.002+08:00

This time....
I want to be selfish..
I want to be independent...
I want to be smart...
I want to be strong...

But,
I don't want to be taken advantage...
I don't want to be the butt of the jokes....
I don't want to be label as "friend with benefits"(i'm not one, never will be)
I don't want to be weak...

**RANDOM; I ♥ Krunk kids especially BART!!!*muacks!

one day, a friend asked me a random question..
"Are you seeing some one?"
i just smiled and said" u noe, im not really that sure.. Maybe, maybe not"
i explained my feeling to that friend. That friend understood my position
and asked me if im really fall hard on him.
so what if i did?
so what if i dont?

it's just something that is so complicated that i just dun fucking care....
if we fated to be together, im gladly accepted him.
if we're meant to be friends, im still glad he's still there but as a friend.

long gone

2009-02-02T23:54:00.001+08:00

i've been updating my activities using my hp.... i find that 's more private and save there then here...
nut not too worry...
will do some proper updateting here soon...

p/s: i wish for you.
if i could.

all gone

2009-01-15T09:24:00.000+08:00

wont be updating....
very sorry....
bz doing fyp!
past wkends was a blast....
update soon as im done doing my web portfolio...

i want hp real bad..

2009-01-11T15:18:00.002+08:00

i need new hp, unlike other people, they can earn hp so easily unlike me....
ouh well....
sony ericsson hp...

i think this hp will be in my fantasy folder for now....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2009-01-11T01:25:00.004+08:00

11/01
20th birthday FIRDAUS

12/01
21st birthday COUSIN DIANA

16/01
7th birthday COUSIN AMEERAH (pink colour)

30/01
12th birthday COUSIN AZURA(yellow shirt)

HAPPY WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY PEOPLE......
AMY ♥ U ALL OUHK!!!!

miss my best friend / black and white

2009-01-07T22:43:00.004+08:00

as weird as it sound,
i miss Dan soo much....
it felt so weird and strangely quiet when he's not around....
it really saddens me that he wont be there in class anymore.....
yes, i still have zam n bart with me but w/o Dan, it felt so lonely....
coz he's the one who will always listen to my crap , laugh to my lame/tak masok akal nye jokes....

like wad zam told me, me and dan are like 2 balls attached to one skinny,tall stick which is zam....
(*inside jokes)

im sure zam and bart do miss him too...

DAn,
if u're reading this,
WE MISS U SOO FUCKING MUCH THAT WE ALL HAVE WET DREAMS ABT U!!! haha(ouhk! not true...)
tkmo hilangkn diri ar... ouhk.....
we go outing again one day ouhk....

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hurt?

2009-01-07T00:43:00.003+08:00

afterall those things we had,
U are just like one of them....
full of lies...
im just so disappointed with u....
wad "a frend" said abt u was all true...
im really regret..

have you ever wonder?

2009-01-06T21:31:00.007+08:00

We always said that LOVE SUCK,LOVE HURTS and etc...
but we still end up developed those feelings....
either intentionally or unintentionally..
it just happen..

Do you believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
that depends on how you want to approach it...
if you ever did fell in love at first sight, lucky for you.
but what , exactly, the feelings are....
exactly,how you know if that's the guy who will love you and made you feel like your THE ONE,like how you had for him?

FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND?
have you ever encounter those attraction feelings for your own circle of friends?
and how you handle or overcome these situation?
how do you react with those awkwardness?
if you ever did fell in love with your best friend, again, lucky for you..

for me, there's many ways for us to be trapped with love...
it just something that lies inside us....
there's no way for us to run away from this feelings..

what am i trying to point out here?
NO matter how hard i tried to avoid myself from falling in love,
I'd sure to find myself developing those feeling somehow....
its just something that come and go naturally....

amylia shah

p/s: i miss my bestfriend, DANIAL MUNIR...
everyone misses him...
and i miss FB.

monday FLU!!

2009-01-05T21:08:00.003+08:00

first day of sch reopen and my dear "nose" make so much trouble...
just like in that pic, i look like tat!!! SO horrible....
meet my classmates....
damn, miss them so much....
im so tired n too sick... myb after this, i wanna zZZzZz....
bye!

hairy chest is sexay!!!

2009-01-04T23:30:00.001+08:00

Just finished reading my online book....
It was superb..
Camille by Alexandra Dumas....
The story about a handsome young man catches sight of the most expensive prostitute in town.
The sexual sentences just make me all tingling....

So last saturday manage to get my skirt....
so im all prepared to go to sch( i hope!)
Fir accompanied me....
while waiting for bart n mas arrived, we went to bras basah plaza to get some stuff....
bla...bla....
bart n mas arrived den off to bugis den to far east den to shaw den back to far east.....
hey, finally i noe what i shld get for the BTHDaY boY...
haha.....

but still pending....
my wound on my right leg is getting worsen....
i always end up hurting it over n over again....
its so unsightful la....
*GET BACK TO THE STORY,

after windowshopping at fareast
we went to taka....
to melepak.....
fir's frend tag along....
well i tot tat he's like the typical guy who will just sit down n keep quiet...
but he's not.....
we had great fun wen we otw back home.....
serious shit.....

~~waiting for bart to upload those picts....~~
btw, my dressing for that day was sux....
just one of those days where i just cant be bothered....

LOL!
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That's Fir's FReNd.

bart kangkang depan aku siak!

MEET THE FRIENDS and THE LOVERS

muke nie dua budak mintak kene TAMPAR!!!!!!

ouhk done!!!
zZZZzzZZzZ

THANKS FER THE MEMORIES

2008-12-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

i wAnna share few picture moments with u guys....

Presenting...
THE KRUNK KIDS...
with their gayness, stupid, LOL, mintak kene pukol faces......

AMY..

BART...

DAN..

MAS..

XAM..

WAIT!!! THERE"S MORE!!!
NOT FORGETTING HIDIE AND FIR!!!!

FIR..

HIDIE..

wait there's more!!!!

look at our every face expression...

look at xam handling the cam... lembut per...

the guys are really so gay!!! haiz-____-"

look! i am ryte to say tat dan is a JANTAN JOGET!!! this is the prove... n bart, muke tk perlu!

another gay pair... everyone loves to be dan's gay partner..

haha.... muke stop it sia

bart muke step fierce la konon!

classmate seme pragai SETAN!!!!

ini dah mcm apek2 lepak kt park!

can u see those man boobs?haha^^

mintak kene tampar....

nie nk lepaskn asap ke nk sedot konek???

muke due2 tk perlu...

special order coz he's gay!

stop it sia muke.... -___-"

ckp org!!!! aku pon muke mintak kene tampar....

the scandalous!!!

-_________________________-""

da giler... diri tengah2 road!

sigh!!!-______________-"

hope u guys enjoy those pics....
scroll down for DAN'S DANCE VID....
hehehe.....

gosh, i love u guys...

JANTAN JOGET....

2008-12-30T17:59:00.002+08:00

PRESENTING MR DANIAL MUNIR...
dancing to P.D.A(we just don't care) by John Legend....

funny ryte...
haha....
like chi koh pek!!!
hahaha.....
went out with the KK..
went to suntec to grab sushi den off to haji lane to smoke sheesha....
pic will soon be uploaded....

ps: imy hidie

webcam fever mania....

2008-12-27T11:05:00.007+08:00

this was b4 YESMAN movie w the gang....

continue....

2008-12-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

just got back from EHUB....
melampau ouhk!
yesterday hang out at ehub till 11 with dearest cousin DIANA....
we talk abt everything that we could think off....
so much of doing BTT revision....
LOL!!!

and today we hang out again at EHUB coffee bean!
saw someone thou but choose to ignore....
haha....

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so let's continue with the dream can??

so i dreamt abt AF...
he died in my dream...
n this is like the second time?
haiya...
knape ehk....
confusing btol....

hmmm......
da! tu aje....

im walking away from troubles in my life.....

2008-12-26T11:16:00.006+08:00

have u ever encounter this kind of feelings when u woke up and find that ur home doesn't feel like home and somehow u wish that u have ur own apartment?

im having this feelings....
imagine u woke up and u greeted ur mom , "good morning" and had a little conversation until someone complains to her abt something and u n ur mom end up fighting?
i woke up with "medicine plaster" on my head(headache la) went to the kitchen to greet my mom....
we were talking abt yesterday problem....
went my sister told her that early this morning my grandpa n maid fighting...
well my grandpa was the one who started it first....(everyday is the same day! always find fault with the people at home)
this is when the arguement between mama n i start....
i sided bibik coz i noe how grandpa attitude when mom n dad not at home...
then mom was like defending grandpa....
it was so bad till mom said that "I HOPE I DIE FIRST RATHER THEN TO GROW OLD AND HAVE U TAKEN CARE OF ME"
in a way that i will be the bad daughter who will mistreat her own mother....
im seriously hurt by her words.....

im not trying to blame my grandpa, but ever since he stayed with us, MY FAMILY always end up fighting....
we were once a happy family...
n i miss those days....
nenek still the best la....
buat hal sendiri, disturb my datok till he gets angry...
i love them but, datok da makin .... haiz...

bcoz of this i wish that i haf my own apartment...
i haf my freedom n jauhkn diri dr buat byk dosa n derhaka toward my parents n grandparents....
oh well...
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im worried for elyzza, my sister..
im glad we had THE talks yesterday...
i hope u understand y i said all those stuff....
coz i love u n want to protect u frm tat big bastard/ motherfucking liar....
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i dreamt abt death again...
the same person also....
~i hate these dreams

~amylia

YES MAN!!

2008-12-24T15:57:00.006+08:00

ALL THESE PICTURES WERE TAKEN B4 THE MOVIE........

lazy weekend

2008-12-20T23:01:00.004+08:00

picture taken by musicfreakart

lazy weekend.
yea...
that's ryte....
planned to stay at home but instead followed abg yan to buy some stuff....
N i bought donuts.... craving la....
then headed to his house where kak nur was at home...
saket ehk....
tsk..tsk...
kesian....
so we made the stupid paper star for abg yan....
for kak Shasha bthday....
ermmmm....
den afterwards, head down to bowl to met AF...
smoke machine....
AMY DA HARDCORE!!!
5 ciggies non stop hits.....
talk2...
blah...blah...
blah..
parted ways...
at home....

Elyzza, please stop crying...
i dun like ar....
fuck it k....
forget alrdy...
he's not worth ur tears.....
im sad to see u this way...
i love u if he doesnt....
WE love u elyzza!!!!!

*P/s: Ur kiss brightens my lazy weekend=)

lampost no more??

2008-12-19T15:04:00.003+08:00

k... yesterday went to watch TWILIGHT....
whoever digs ROMANCE movie, go ahead n watch it....
those who think ROMANCE movie sux, just go and see it cause there many hidden jokes in the movie which many of SPorean didnt even notice.....

i suppose to mit fir 730 at tamp inter but i was late...
haha....
715 still at home....
sorry la.....

we bought the tix and we walk ard like budak2 tkde arah tujuan....
then we decide to sit at the open space TM....
we talk2....
we laugh2....
we step cute...(fir la yg step cute....hehee)
we joke ard.....

so 940 movie starts....
bla...
bla...
bla....
12am movie ended....

we walked to tamp inter..
otw there, we talked...
dammit, im blushed like tomato, tats wad he said...
lol!

n i found out that i missed all the last bus....
fucked up sia.....
luckily my uncle was ard tamp so he fetched me....
fir went back taking bus 3...
reached home ard 1230+
so , yea....
thanks mama for allowing me to go out till so late....
=)

P/s: pape yg aku blang ko smlm, i mean it....
i do care abt u... its difficult for me to tell u the whole story... so be patience coz u will noe the rest soon...but the most important of all, U know, I know...
(rmmbr, dun jaywalk!*inside joke!)

im back for now!

2008-12-18T17:53:00.004+08:00

my days has been so hectic like fuck....
spending my krunk dude bthday was awesome... only thing is tat mas wasnt there....
haiz....

i'll upload the pix soon....
my sis passed her N level....
congrats....
im proud of u lyza♥

going out later to mit Fir..
to watch movie "twilight"
ermmm.....

will update fully at nite or midnite....
see how...

dammit!

2008-12-14T15:33:00.004+08:00

picture taken by musicfreakart
yea! pretty much the picture explained how my feelings are.....
full of whites and blacks....
not gonna think of any relationship for awhile...
not gonna hang out much with frends....
not gonna be online tat often....
i have my own reason....

P/s: ex bf thinks that i have a new bf....
lol! wad a crap....-_____-"

small girl's dream...

2008-12-12T22:22:00.004+08:00

Believe it or not, i go to sch for only one day which is today......
many things happen......
on monday, hari raya haji....
tuesday, i went out...
wednesday, went out with the boys....
thursday, rot at home....

so after sch today, went lepaking with the idiot who love to bully me.....
talk2...
smoke2...
laugh2...
.........................0_-V

went home....
bath....
sleep....
and i had this funny dream n merepek nk mampos.....

i dream about that idiot boy!
hehe...
incidentally je....
like OMG!!!

heeeeee.......
mama jun n cik aziz was at my home....
talk2 crap to them.....
mama jun cute per....
lambat tangkap joke org....
me, mama n cik aziz kene kn mama jun rabak2....
haha

emma was at my hse too...

dan was on the TEEVEE....
haha...
da...
tu aje....
lame?
so!

bye...

p/s: aku syg korg.....(not in sequence and i will never want to rate u guys..=])

WTH?

2008-12-11T20:31:00.003+08:00

it's awesome to know and at the same time weird that there's someone out there stalk me....
yes! i have a stalker!
in virtual world!
that person added me in msn....
can ask me weird n stupid question....
he knows where i went with who....
know about my ex bf n all....
yup!
my guess was that this guy noe all this stuff coz myb he read my blog entry but!!!!
he's frm my sch!!
and he knows where my class is.....
like knncb!!!
yes!!!
hahaha....

for god sake, im a big fat ugly gerl sia....
n the last thing on my mind was to know that ive a stalker!
haha...
lol!

ouh well....
wadeva la....

went out w the guys yest! it was FUN!!!!!!
im signing off! bye!

confusing...

2008-12-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

yes i enjoyed every second, every minutes, every hrs with u.....
u taught me things that i dont know about or corrected me when im wrong....
its just those warm feelings abt u that made me so comfortable....
i am so me when im with u.....
im not ashamed being myself when im with u.....
haha.....
yes! im lucky to have u as my close frend....
u can be sooo irritating idiot but u too can be soo darn sweet and caring....

u showed me tat being single can be fun and not all that lonely....
i need to learned to accept myself...
but mostly about learning the mistake that i've did before and what i can do/change abt it when time comes again for me...
well, not now.....
;)

"I know you haven't made your mind up yet, but I would never do you wrong. I've known it from the moment that we met, no doubt in my mind where you belong." ~Adele:-make you feel my love

OMG!!!!! im in love

2008-12-06T02:24:00.003+08:00

with MRaz.....

fuck dammit......

im so falling in love with his song, Bella Luna.....
make me aroused la.....
LMAO.....

Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars

A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do

You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh

dammit!!!!
bart, mas, dayah, dan, zam BE PREPARED!!!!
im so gonna sing this song in class....
i dun fucking care!
hahahahaha

love....

2008-12-03T23:27:00.004+08:00

WE LOVE YOU MAMA♥♥♥♥♥

thanks ehk korg....
doa korg sgt dihargai....
hope everything is gonna be alright.

amy

events...

2008-12-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

zam ask me to put up this poster of BEN &JERRY'S CHUNKFEST....

When:	6 December 2008, Saturday, 2pm - 11pm
Where:	Fort Canning Green
Fee:	FREE ADMISSION!!!

Here are some of the exclusive flavors from the US to look out for that day

for more info : BEN N JERRY'S CHUNK FEST

on the same day itself, there will be xtreme sport comp at bedok bowl(i think!)
fir is participating....
if u noe him, come down n support him......

on the 5th dec,
mother will be having her "a day" surgery .....
hope everything will go well...

will update any event soon....